I need a really big trashcan to get rid of all the junk I have. I wish I could just start with an empty space again, a completely new space, just filling it up as I need something. A big white room with at least three floor to ceiling windows, hardwood floors, good lighting, lots of power outlets, and central heating. I'd fill it up with stylish furniture and accessories from Herman Miller and Pottery Barn. Then I'd be happy. Maybe a new car...or a new computer. A new guitar...a new college experience...a new place to go.

I need a new good luck charm. I need a new alarm. I just need a new smile on my face right next to a brand new scar.